Chinese new year is coming in 2 weeks time.I hate it.It just means exams is coming together with it.Seriously,i'm so tired.i want a break.I wanna go out, i wanna go out, i wanna go out...
lileng, are u freeee? wanna gooo chinatownnn with meeee?
The Horse Good news for the horses! Year 2010 might be one of the smoothest years for you. You will find bonds between your friends and relatives being built fairly easily. Keep a clear head when making decisions for you will find that plenty of decisions may sound familiar to one another but with very different outcomes. You may also tend to overfeed yourself in the upcoming year so be sure to keep on a healthy diet and exercise regularly.
yeah probably from stressing out too much thats why im stuffing myself with food. The Dragon
For those born in the year of the Dragon, it is time for you to apply into some form of school or undertake some courses! Studying in the upcoming year will bring you a considerable amount of success. While you might find yourself getting into some minor conflicts, it is essential for you to stay positive. Your ability to stay positive will lead to a happier and more successful year ahead. It might also be a rocky year ahead for you if you are in a relationship, remember, stay positive and lend a listening ear and you will stay happy.
I really wish for things to go back like how it was.but I know that I can't,unless I know and understand your feelings,which I realized all this time,I never did... And I really miss u..
The IB test later is making me nervous.haha,its so difficult! using all my brain cells to study this.Hope its not too difficult! =/I feel so pressurized to score well for poly, i dont want to be stuck nowhere.Everyone is now starting to think if they want to work immediately after poly, or should they carry on studying.For me, it would definitely be studying.Otherwise,i wouldnt have worked so hard.I mean,if u have all the while work so hard,then its kinda a waste to just go to work isnt it? Unless u have already made plans for yourself in the workforce,or wish to move in another direction.Im just clueless as to what to study, which school, what to do in the future.I hate changes.Changes in my life makes me scared.Like you dont know what to expect in the future, scared if you have made the right choice.Cause once you've decided, its hard to turn back.
Oo anyway, there has been a rumour going on that we will be experiencing an earthquake at the end of jan.Is that true? But anyway,even if its true,its fate even if it happens.No matter where u run,it will still find you.As long as we treasure everyday and the people around us.Though i must say if i were to leave the earth now,i would have some regrets,cause i havent done so many things that i want to do or even thought of doing.Or even said what i want to say to certain people.
Negative thoughts aside, one thing good to look forward to! Universal Studios! really excited actually.its so great to be a part of it.working in somewhere fun, dynamic environment!
Today I accompanied Des for a haircut.I suggested Monsoon Group, so we headed there eventually after school.The outlet at Novena.Actually i knew i was'nt gonna change my hairstyle, but i just wanted to trim my hair so it will look neater for Chinese New yr.My hair is always frizzy.Alfred suggested soft rebonding, but its too ex! 480 plus,anyway, even after discount, its still expensive.Not smth i can afford at the moment.Maybe when i go for work after graduation,I'll consider.Cos it makes my hair so straight! Love it! And i feel happier too.Going to the hair salon really makes me happy..So if one day you see me in a totally different look, you'll know i have just experienced a tramautised situation.
Urrghhh so fan. Sigh, this week is gonna be hectic. Not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing. 3 reports, 3 presentations, 1 test. All at a bad timing. When I've lost all my motivation and mood to do all these. But, i still have to do it. So, jiayou sherilyn!
Had a horrible night last night, tossing and turning, and thinking about you.and us.I just want to bury my head in my piles of work now and not think about anything.If its meant to be, it will be.If its not, i guess i have to face it myself.Its time i stop relying on you, and learn how to cope on my own and be independent.
Feel like i got no one to talk to.At least i got u, the blog! Dunno why, i keep smelling coffee on myself.But i only had a sip this morning.weird.feel like eating twister fries.so yummy.brings me temporary happiness! Im hungry and feeling giddy now.had dinner too early.maybe i should go sleep earlier to forget the hunger.Oh i just realised its 12, no wonder im hungry! 12 is the time im hungry.its always exactly 12,funny how my body works..
I've never felt so hurt before.When u said that u dont care and feel nothing.It somehow dawned on me that our two years was all scraped back to a zero.Even a minor quarrel or seeing u angry, made me cry.but u said..u feel nothing.How is anyone supposed to react to that.I hope that in your heart,u dont mean it.I just cant face the fact that there is this huge possibility of me losing you.if only you could understand my way of thinking,and i could be more understanding.If only i din expect too much of you,if only you didnt go to army to get the short temper.If only i could understand you more and simplify matters,if only you could see how much you mean to me,much more than anything in the world.This is actually the first time u said that u don feel anything.Nothing.Zero.And the moment i knew i heard you say that,I felt worthless.
People change over time, and i guess we both have.Whether its for the worse or the better, i dont know.I just wish we can go back to before.but i know there is already a crack in both of us.U or me, digging back the past to hurt each other, when u said that u dont hold any grudges from the past.But u did.And i know i do too.
I know this time round,its gonna be even harder to cover back the cracks thats caused by one another.I wish we can go back to our happier times.
When things go too smoothly or comes too easy, we'll suspect.Do they have to be complicated before we believe they are for real? We are raised to believe that true love never runs smoothly, and that we'll meet obstacles at a certain point in time.If we don't, does that mean there's something missing?Do we need drama to make the relationship work? Suddenly i realised that sometimes i felt this way, that things are too perfect to be true, that i wish there were some things wrong.But actually all we have to do is stop thinking too much, and enjoy it.
Chinese new year is coming in 2 weeks time.I hate it.It just means exams is coming together with it.Seriously,i'm so tired.i want a break.I wanna go out, i wanna go out, i wanna go out...
lileng, are u freeee? wanna gooo chinatownnn with meeee?
The Horse Good news for the horses! Year 2010 might be one of the smoothest years for you. You will find bonds between your friends and relatives being built fairly easily. Keep a clear head when making decisions for you will find that plenty of decisions may sound familiar to one another but with very different outcomes. You may also tend to overfeed yourself in the upcoming year so be sure to keep on a healthy diet and exercise regularly.
yeah probably from stressing out too much thats why im stuffing myself with food. The Dragon
For those born in the year of the Dragon, it is time for you to apply into some form of school or undertake some courses! Studying in the upcoming year will bring you a considerable amount of success. While you might find yourself getting into some minor conflicts, it is essential for you to stay positive. Your ability to stay positive will lead to a happier and more successful year ahead. It might also be a rocky year ahead for you if you are in a relationship, remember, stay positive and lend a listening ear and you will stay happy.
I really wish for things to go back like how it was.but I know that I can't,unless I know and understand your feelings,which I realized all this time,I never did... And I really miss u..
The IB test later is making me nervous.haha,its so difficult! using all my brain cells to study this.Hope its not too difficult! =/I feel so pressurized to score well for poly, i dont want to be stuck nowhere.Everyone is now starting to think if they want to work immediately after poly, or should they carry on studying.For me, it would definitely be studying.Otherwise,i wouldnt have worked so hard.I mean,if u have all the while work so hard,then its kinda a waste to just go to work isnt it? Unless u have already made plans for yourself in the workforce,or wish to move in another direction.Im just clueless as to what to study, which school, what to do in the future.I hate changes.Changes in my life makes me scared.Like you dont know what to expect in the future, scared if you have made the right choice.Cause once you've decided, its hard to turn back.
Oo anyway, there has been a rumour going on that we will be experiencing an earthquake at the end of jan.Is that true? But anyway,even if its true,its fate even if it happens.No matter where u run,it will still find you.As long as we treasure everyday and the people around us.Though i must say if i were to leave the earth now,i would have some regrets,cause i havent done so many things that i want to do or even thought of doing.Or even said what i want to say to certain people.
Negative thoughts aside, one thing good to look forward to! Universal Studios! really excited actually.its so great to be a part of it.working in somewhere fun, dynamic environment!
Today I accompanied Des for a haircut.I suggested Monsoon Group, so we headed there eventually after school.The outlet at Novena.Actually i knew i was'nt gonna change my hairstyle, but i just wanted to trim my hair so it will look neater for Chinese New yr.My hair is always frizzy.Alfred suggested soft rebonding, but its too ex! 480 plus,anyway, even after discount, its still expensive.Not smth i can afford at the moment.Maybe when i go for work after graduation,I'll consider.Cos it makes my hair so straight! Love it! And i feel happier too.Going to the hair salon really makes me happy..So if one day you see me in a totally different look, you'll know i have just experienced a tramautised situation.
Urrghhh so fan. Sigh, this week is gonna be hectic. Not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing. 3 reports, 3 presentations, 1 test. All at a bad timing. When I've lost all my motivation and mood to do all these. But, i still have to do it. So, jiayou sherilyn!
Had a horrible night last night, tossing and turning, and thinking about you.and us.I just want to bury my head in my piles of work now and not think about anything.If its meant to be, it will be.If its not, i guess i have to face it myself.Its time i stop relying on you, and learn how to cope on my own and be independent.
Feel like i got no one to talk to.At least i got u, the blog! Dunno why, i keep smelling coffee on myself.But i only had a sip this morning.weird.feel like eating twister fries.so yummy.brings me temporary happiness! Im hungry and feeling giddy now.had dinner too early.maybe i should go sleep earlier to forget the hunger.Oh i just realised its 12, no wonder im hungry! 12 is the time im hungry.its always exactly 12,funny how my body works..
I've never felt so hurt before.When u said that u dont care and feel nothing.It somehow dawned on me that our two years was all scraped back to a zero.Even a minor quarrel or seeing u angry, made me cry.but u said..u feel nothing.How is anyone supposed to react to that.I hope that in your heart,u dont mean it.I just cant face the fact that there is this huge possibility of me losing you.if only you could understand my way of thinking,and i could be more understanding.If only i din expect too much of you,if only you didnt go to army to get the short temper.If only i could understand you more and simplify matters,if only you could see how much you mean to me,much more than anything in the world.This is actually the first time u said that u don feel anything.Nothing.Zero.And the moment i knew i heard you say that,I felt worthless.
People change over time, and i guess we both have.Whether its for the worse or the better, i dont know.I just wish we can go back to before.but i know there is already a crack in both of us.U or me, digging back the past to hurt each other, when u said that u dont hold any grudges from the past.But u did.And i know i do too.
I know this time round,its gonna be even harder to cover back the cracks thats caused by one another.I wish we can go back to our happier times.
When things go too smoothly or comes too easy, we'll suspect.Do they have to be complicated before we believe they are for real? We are raised to believe that true love never runs smoothly, and that we'll meet obstacles at a certain point in time.If we don't, does that mean there's something missing?Do we need drama to make the relationship work? Suddenly i realised that sometimes i felt this way, that things are too perfect to be true, that i wish there were some things wrong.But actually all we have to do is stop thinking too much, and enjoy it.
Ben & Jerry's
Rac: Just for u! haha,can put in ur fb!