Feeling kinda angry,frustrated and stressed right now. Every member is each busy with their own things, test or being sick, or else going out.While im feeling stressed myself at home, doing the sickening report.cutting down on 3000 words.at first i was really kinda angry, but luckily des came online to help me,or else i would have screamed at someone's head.i just hope this whole semester will end asap.two presentations every week, one or two reports to be submitted each week.about 98% of my brain cells are gone by now. Anyhow, just frustrating.
And i hope ken will be back soon.I miss you so much.adds on to my frustrations.
Came down with stomache flu yesterday, i've never gotten it before, man its really painful.Was screaming in the toilet last night but thought it was some stomache upset. This morning i went to the doc, and he said its stomache flu. Anyway, he gave me MC so i'm probably not going to school on monday.
This way, i have more time for my projects.Feeling alittle stressed up right now.
Been very busy lately with all the projects and presentations.. 11 July: Sent Ken off at the airport at around 11pm to Thailand with his family. :( But i must say, his family is sooo nice! they actually waited for my bro to come pick me up before leaving for home though they were really tired, and kel & mar is half asleep. They even insisted on finding out where my bro is meeting me, and have to actually see him before they leave me.haha, so sweet of them. Though i felt really bad making them wait. Felt abit sad when i saw ken walking into the checkpoint.I think i miss him this thailand trip more than the Brunei one. 12 July: Went out with my parents to buy groceries. 13 July: Went to sch, rotted there. 14 July: Had a skit presentation at 8am! omg, seriously so tired. I even reached school at 745am. The skits by my class were really funny, haha, teacher said my props were interesting, i actually made a walking cane for my ronnie-who acted as an old man.and even apple macbook-which i drew the normal apples that we usually eat.After class, we had another presentation, retail, in which i didnt manage to finish my part due to the time limit. Felt quite upset, but wells, nvm. 15 July: Realized i had to do a website for friday for Charlie to see. Charlie is my teacher btw.haha.and i left two days to do it!omg.thanks to my bro, i managed to finish 3/4 of it. Wanted to go down for guitar, but NO TIME! anw, will take the score to self-practice.
Have been really busy with my endless projects, designing the posters, brochures, menus etc, i don't think i'll really like office work next time, i can't stand sitting down for too long, staring at the computer while my eye degree increase happily, nor can i stand too long with my legs feeling like they are gonna break.So i'm not sure what kind of a job i'll be doing in the future.
I was watching a quite old korean show, over the rainbow, its about dance and it talks about the sad life in the back stage of a showbiz industry, how people are hypocrites, people arent really doing what they are enjoying or how they want to portray themselves.oohh but i love to watch the dance part, haha.dance always somehow fascinates me.if only i was daring enough to learn dance, like maybe hip-hop, modern, salsa, ballroom, contemporary, all these i wouldnt mind.
Anyway,having mixed feelings.Like everyone is busy doing their own things and carrying on with their own lives.Somehow, it feels like things are moving too fast for me, like friends going abroad, going to universities, learning different stuff like driving etc. its like woah! im not ready for all that yet.Its great and not great to grow up.
I got my necklaces today! the singpost uncle knocked my door, it felt like it was gonna break.haha.anw,was quite excited to see him, love my aeroplane necklace!
Feeling kinda angry,frustrated and stressed right now. Every member is each busy with their own things, test or being sick, or else going out.While im feeling stressed myself at home, doing the sickening report.cutting down on 3000 words.at first i was really kinda angry, but luckily des came online to help me,or else i would have screamed at someone's head.i just hope this whole semester will end asap.two presentations every week, one or two reports to be submitted each week.about 98% of my brain cells are gone by now. Anyhow, just frustrating.
And i hope ken will be back soon.I miss you so much.adds on to my frustrations.
Came down with stomache flu yesterday, i've never gotten it before, man its really painful.Was screaming in the toilet last night but thought it was some stomache upset. This morning i went to the doc, and he said its stomache flu. Anyway, he gave me MC so i'm probably not going to school on monday.
This way, i have more time for my projects.Feeling alittle stressed up right now.
Been very busy lately with all the projects and presentations.. 11 July: Sent Ken off at the airport at around 11pm to Thailand with his family. :( But i must say, his family is sooo nice! they actually waited for my bro to come pick me up before leaving for home though they were really tired, and kel & mar is half asleep. They even insisted on finding out where my bro is meeting me, and have to actually see him before they leave me.haha, so sweet of them. Though i felt really bad making them wait. Felt abit sad when i saw ken walking into the checkpoint.I think i miss him this thailand trip more than the Brunei one. 12 July: Went out with my parents to buy groceries. 13 July: Went to sch, rotted there. 14 July: Had a skit presentation at 8am! omg, seriously so tired. I even reached school at 745am. The skits by my class were really funny, haha, teacher said my props were interesting, i actually made a walking cane for my ronnie-who acted as an old man.and even apple macbook-which i drew the normal apples that we usually eat.After class, we had another presentation, retail, in which i didnt manage to finish my part due to the time limit. Felt quite upset, but wells, nvm. 15 July: Realized i had to do a website for friday for Charlie to see. Charlie is my teacher btw.haha.and i left two days to do it!omg.thanks to my bro, i managed to finish 3/4 of it. Wanted to go down for guitar, but NO TIME! anw, will take the score to self-practice.
Have been really busy with my endless projects, designing the posters, brochures, menus etc, i don't think i'll really like office work next time, i can't stand sitting down for too long, staring at the computer while my eye degree increase happily, nor can i stand too long with my legs feeling like they are gonna break.So i'm not sure what kind of a job i'll be doing in the future.
I was watching a quite old korean show, over the rainbow, its about dance and it talks about the sad life in the back stage of a showbiz industry, how people are hypocrites, people arent really doing what they are enjoying or how they want to portray themselves.oohh but i love to watch the dance part, haha.dance always somehow fascinates me.if only i was daring enough to learn dance, like maybe hip-hop, modern, salsa, ballroom, contemporary, all these i wouldnt mind.
Anyway,having mixed feelings.Like everyone is busy doing their own things and carrying on with their own lives.Somehow, it feels like things are moving too fast for me, like friends going abroad, going to universities, learning different stuff like driving etc. its like woah! im not ready for all that yet.Its great and not great to grow up.
I got my necklaces today! the singpost uncle knocked my door, it felt like it was gonna break.haha.anw,was quite excited to see him, love my aeroplane necklace!
