One week of break waiting for eldc to start feels like a decade.
These recent two weeks i feel somehow lonely.maybe thats what rachel use to feel.its like even when you are surrounded by people or friends, you still feel lonely.the feeling is probably described as being in my own world,separated from the rest.i just feel so weird without being able to talk to ken.and my two BFFs just got new jobs and all, so its kinda harder to talk to them,esp when they are tired with work and stuff. im bored at home, facing four walls, makes me feel suffocated haha~ so actually, having school is better.cant imagine my life not going to sch and rotting at home watching dvds 24/7.
3 more days! i feel like taking up a part time job, it would sort of help me to not think so much, earn money for uni and shopping (HAHA), but that would mean difficulties finding one esp when i reserve my sats for ken.im borreeeddd to death..
anyways, just went down for a jog, woah its really been a long time since ive worked my muscles, my heart was pumping so hard it was gonna fall out. think i'll prob go swimming soon. gotta get back my stamina!
Woooo! Today was the last day at the crmcc.somehow, i felt kinda sad haha.cos it was indeed fun at the call centre.though im quite worried about my productivity and how low my marks would be.
ahh! miss ken so much.its only friday! i have to wait for another week!
well,i still have rachel n ll! though ll is busy, rachel might be coming over next week :) at least one day she come over i happy already :D
Feeling kinda lazy to put up any further posts in this blog. The reason being, i feel that there is no purpose in doing so, since most of the time i like to keep all my stuff bottled up inside. Moreover, i have such a wonderful sotong to pester me for all my secreta and now its already so hard to keep anything from him. haha.
Right now without him beside me, since he has went to live in the tekong forest, i still have my two BFFs whom i know i can always rely on to share my problems:D anyway, no one is here to read my blog haha. nothing new has happened to me so far. the same old routine life in the call centre where there is an never ending of entertainment for me with the crazy crmcc natives HAh! chinese new year was the usual, went to bro's godparents house, before heading to my grandma's house, followed by stuffing myself with chinese new year goodies at home. think i put on at least a kg.meanwhile,the frens arnd me also put on weight during the festive season, and their new yr resolution is to lose some weight. so good luck to u guys! :) i have no new year resolution each yr, cos i know i will nvr fulfil them. Instead, i just want to do the best in everything.that makes it easier doesnt it?
Call centre has been alot of fun. with LOADs and LOADS of retarded and crazy people.i gained a new papa, a new bf number 2, 3 little pigs-gangster pig,pink pig and the halal pig, plus a new female fling who flirts with me during lunch. HAhs.attaachment ends in 2 days. i will definitely miss this place.
One week of break waiting for eldc to start feels like a decade.
These recent two weeks i feel somehow lonely.maybe thats what rachel use to feel.its like even when you are surrounded by people or friends, you still feel lonely.the feeling is probably described as being in my own world,separated from the rest.i just feel so weird without being able to talk to ken.and my two BFFs just got new jobs and all, so its kinda harder to talk to them,esp when they are tired with work and stuff. im bored at home, facing four walls, makes me feel suffocated haha~ so actually, having school is better.cant imagine my life not going to sch and rotting at home watching dvds 24/7.
3 more days! i feel like taking up a part time job, it would sort of help me to not think so much, earn money for uni and shopping (HAHA), but that would mean difficulties finding one esp when i reserve my sats for ken.im borreeeddd to death..
anyways, just went down for a jog, woah its really been a long time since ive worked my muscles, my heart was pumping so hard it was gonna fall out. think i'll prob go swimming soon. gotta get back my stamina!
Woooo! Today was the last day at the crmcc.somehow, i felt kinda sad haha.cos it was indeed fun at the call centre.though im quite worried about my productivity and how low my marks would be.
ahh! miss ken so much.its only friday! i have to wait for another week!
well,i still have rachel n ll! though ll is busy, rachel might be coming over next week :) at least one day she come over i happy already :D
Feeling kinda lazy to put up any further posts in this blog. The reason being, i feel that there is no purpose in doing so, since most of the time i like to keep all my stuff bottled up inside. Moreover, i have such a wonderful sotong to pester me for all my secreta and now its already so hard to keep anything from him. haha.
Right now without him beside me, since he has went to live in the tekong forest, i still have my two BFFs whom i know i can always rely on to share my problems:D anyway, no one is here to read my blog haha. nothing new has happened to me so far. the same old routine life in the call centre where there is an never ending of entertainment for me with the crazy crmcc natives HAh! chinese new year was the usual, went to bro's godparents house, before heading to my grandma's house, followed by stuffing myself with chinese new year goodies at home. think i put on at least a kg.meanwhile,the frens arnd me also put on weight during the festive season, and their new yr resolution is to lose some weight. so good luck to u guys! :) i have no new year resolution each yr, cos i know i will nvr fulfil them. Instead, i just want to do the best in everything.that makes it easier doesnt it?
Call centre has been alot of fun. with LOADs and LOADS of retarded and crazy people.i gained a new papa, a new bf number 2, 3 little pigs-gangster pig,pink pig and the halal pig, plus a new female fling who flirts with me during lunch. HAhs.attaachment ends in 2 days. i will definitely miss this place.
