sneakers here i come! my shoe opened its mouth today.so embarrassing to walk home like that.luo ping laughed so loudly.lol.not her fault also.i think its quite funny also.nvm,im close to being immune to all retarded situations.cos i always end up like that..haha..
i wanna eat crystal jade egg tarts!!! my new craving for today..
this past week like almost raining everyday.so cold,and my jacket is still washing.. today has got to be the slackest day ever.my bro n i intended to go swimming but 8 in the morning,i cant wake up.haha.i will go swimming....one day x) teacher ask us to practice some networking skills which we finished in a 15 min time.so we spent out break from 11-12.20 strolling about the school, plus following my crazy frens to find elvin ng.they took photos with him while i waited at a side.haha..
today evening was supposed to be a CLASS gathering.and guess wad?it ended up as a group gathering.the people i asked where either too busy or din wanna come.projects were their reason,well,i have projects as well.its only for a dinner.oh wells.. but it was still fun.six of us-mel ang, mel png, eelaine, li leng, clarissa and me.haha.din eat pizza for dinner in the end.dunno why also.after our dinner, we went lookin for a place to sit down to talk crap together.so we went to White tangerine for desserts.i was too full to stomach any more, so i watched both melissa[s] eat their ice cream with crepe and brownie.it taste pretty good actually.can go there for main course next time.nice place to sit down n chat, as well as watch soccer for those who love it.haha..yay,so happy to see them!=]
the last tue i watched a tv programme called "Three Wishes" it was about how this 2 people helped to fulfil the dreams and wishes of some people.such as holding a party for a girl who had an illness,helping a woman to regain walking again.it was so touching to see them happy and their wishes fulfilled that when i watched it,i actually cried.its so nice to see other people happy,and u will feel happy as well..
today's econs presentation, i felt like i wasnt really there.kind of stuttered..couldn't pronounce my words properly.and so super nervous.group presentations make me ten million times more nervous when im alone! no idea why..its opposite for most people huh? teacher was like shooting questions, and i was jux like stunned there, no idea how to reply, nothing came to my mind..
quite a boring day.went to amk hub with florence and gang to makan.and jux walked about, wandering aimlessly for a few hours till our oral com starts.jp saw this cute handphone keychain which was a small lollipop.haha so cute x)..i din buy it though..
speaking of lollipop, long time nvr eat my fav milky choc n vanilla one alr.cant find it anywhere.shops i go only have the coca-cola non-milky kinds.suddenly today feel like eating peach, cos like super long time since i ate this fruit..
ah, feel like sem exams is coming too quickly.. no time no time..
haven done frontpage, no idea how to do at all.. tried doing just now and screwed.accidentally deleted my picture folders! cant believe i did that.time to redo! =(
oh saw a news on yahoo, Giant Squid Invasion in California! freaky, dunno the sotong can be eaten anot..don think so huh? looks scary anyway..
nowadays almost everyday im writing smth here.when im taking a break not doing anything else..today i saw a little girl in the LRT,and she looked so cute in the kind of bermudas teenagers would wear to the beach! it was kind of oversized too! i think i can wear her berms.lol.which reminds me, i think i can still fit into my primary school pe shorts.haha, no kidding.
doing my stats hwk earlier, and forgot to give my grandma a call! oh mans.getting more and more forgetful each day.i even forgot my guitar frens name, wei xian, wei quan..similar names..confusing me.haha.forgot again today.rmbed only after 5min..but now i know already..wont ever forget who is who! my bro just told me that i forgot to switch on the charger after i connected it to my handphone.hahaha! so funny..
one latest addition to my long list of cravings: which i at the moment cant recall what it is, ok nvm, anyway there's too much food that i wanna eat..[i could still rmb it till i got down from the bus on the way home]
today pom presentation was quite like woah~ it was like we were having a debate in tutorial class or smth.lucky floe and jorge can answer the qns back pretty fast uh.lol.
should i go back for thanksgiving?if no one is going,then what for i go back?anyway,most of them dyed their hair.don think they will be allowed in..we shud jux have a class gathering instead of going to pl church, hanging about..haha=]
jp n des went online to see cakes.wah,make me tempted! haha,anyway,most likely gonna get secret recipe's chocolate banana cake for mum's bday! wahaha.yums.
feel like eating dim sum..my siew mai and hah gao! and tiramisu..*dreams..
new [forced] aim: master the art of cooking sotongs for sotong, lol..
celebrated granny's 66th birthday at a restaurant today.my brother is so lucky to have me.haha! because...
i gave him my bowl of shark fin! i don exactly love it.but its ok to eat..still eatable for me.so i ate a little,and left my bowl which has loads of shark fin to him.lol.didnt eat much either.so full by third dish.somemore without rice.cousins and all sang pretty loud till the entire restaurant knew it was my granny's bday.hah!then had chocolate ice cream cake.but my bro said secret recipe cakes are nicer.ok bro,go get one for my bday.haha.we're prob getting one for mum's bday.. im quite happy.cos i got a super tight hug from her.she don normally hug people u noe.haha.grandma's love..
my young cousin and i was like fighting under the table,i mean our legs.now that she is pri 4,she's the one bullying me!i got kicks from her while eating.and she is learning swimming and sailing now.how amazing.reminds me of rachel.so dark and looking so sporty.both of us were like glaring at each other,haha,after all that kicking under the table.cousins were chanting "fight fight fight".lol.i told them both of us were settling it outside.haha!she's pri4,like how am i suppose to fight her.who knows i might be the one losing somemore!
today wasnt exactly a pleasant day.. not even last night as well,ken got into accident,hope everything is gonna be alright for him..
im pretty shocked at myself today.was actually angry for the first time in nyp.how not to be when someone irritates people when everyone else is doing project and not being serious at the right times.once for fun is funny,the second is fine,but the not the fourth or the even the next few times.floe was getting irritated when all the crap was going on when we were discussing on serious stuff on how to answer the question.patience has its limits.
the fact that someone said i was boasting about the work i had taken time to do at 12pm was not exactly my kind of joke.i admit i took it too hard,but at least it was part of my effort i had taken to help in the project, to make things easier for everyone so we could all go home earlier today to rest.i didnt think i was in the wrong at all,except for the fact that i could have tolerated it for a while, instead of flaring up.but its pretty contradicting at times when u are being blamed for not being serious when being asked about smth or even when doing smth, and yet,they themselves does the same mistake without realizing it themselves, and to think they can still say you.however,i really must apologise for earlier's incident.its just like the whole car rule thing,whoever that bangs the other car is the one at fault.so its the same logic i guess.after all, we still have projects together and have to work together as a team still..
i really value my relationship with my friends,for that reason,i think nothing else matters.even when i feel at times when doing other projects that i was being taken advantage of,but i still prefer to maintain being friends with them yea..
Today's speech was a little little screwed,was pretty nervous due to some things that happened last night that left me feeling quite down.maybe im thinking too much into it.but i still felt quite uncomfortable.okay,have to tell myself once and again to be happy and cheerful.like how people always view me.. i really really really want a holiday out,take a breather..anywhere is fine, jux a break for me.. ignorance is bliss..
hmm.. most of the time,i feel like i have or need to be cheerful and optimistic about everything.no matter what difficulties i face,a side of me reminds myself to stay cheerful.but it can be quite tiring also when u find that u always have to do that.but when realising that the people around u are just as upset or discouraged over smth,i always feel as though i ought to be the cheerful one making them brighten up.two contradicting sides of me,making me quite unsure at times which to be..
at times,i wish some things will never change,like my frens.. most of them now dont really have time to share ur problems with you.even when ure there for them,they might not be there for u.simply because they don have time.. oh wells..
i wanna go on a long holiday,alone would be nice..[ im so dreaming,.]
By the way,why do people blog anyway? My bro says its unhealthy,that people who blog tends to be over emo but i dont really think so.for me,blogging is where i can let my other frens whom i have no time for know the going ons in my life.actually,writing out how i feel do help to make me feel better in a way.it is more of a form of frustration and pouring out my feelings to a space instead of a person.. but somehow,i feel a little restricted to the things i say in a blog.frens and teachers read ur blog,some stuff are jux not possible to be said here.ive to consider whom im talking about and the stuff im saying in case the person sees it.thats the reason why i keep a small diary in the past where i can jux write all my crap for nobody to see..
sometimes blogs even give me the feeling that im invading into people's privacy,lol.like im not suppose to know so much about his feelings and his opinions. people do have different reasons for a blog,like sharing their religious going ons,having a space to rant all they want on their happenings.. i think i still prefer to write in my notebook..
yesterday was like soooo boring.have u any idea wads the feeling like sitting ALONE by yourself waiting for time to pass for FIVE hours.thats emphasizes the meaning of rotting ok.lol.
its all my bro's fault.
i wandered about in school from like 1-3pm.i think maybe i could apply for a security guard's position in nyp.i went to bottom floor to study then sleep and headed to the north canteen where there are more people to entertain myself.haha.at least there are people to see!i thought my bro's lesson ended at three.smsed him when i felt i was gonna help the canteen auntie clear the plates due to boredom ok.at least i was on the verge on doing so.i was almost jealous that she had smth to do!all he replied was "lol"..
then i heard from ks that they were all there playing psp!without me?!!how could they do this.all ks,my bro and ken's fault!oh wells.at least i got past those 5 hours alive.and guitar was like a major disaster.i had no clue wads going on.and my brain was processing reallly slowly.like i so need to practise sight reading at home.so i can read all those "towkay" on the scoresheet smoothly..haha
okay,mr tan wants me to do this!lol. Rules: Each player of the game starts off by writing 6 weird things about themselves before choosing another 6 of their friends to “sabo”. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own, 6 weird things about themselves and state the rules clearly.
1. I can touch my nose with my tongue. 2. You can't make me laugh in the morning,or i'll laugh the entire day. 3. i love plasters esp when i was younger.(no idea why.don ask me.haha.) 4. sometimes i have 2 sides of me-the optimistic n positive & pessimistic n neg(like i don noe which i shud be when i face problems) cant think[continue when i think next time]
sneakers here i come! my shoe opened its mouth today.so embarrassing to walk home like that.luo ping laughed so loudly.lol.not her fault also.i think its quite funny also.nvm,im close to being immune to all retarded situations.cos i always end up like that..haha..
i wanna eat crystal jade egg tarts!!! my new craving for today..
this past week like almost raining everyday.so cold,and my jacket is still washing.. today has got to be the slackest day ever.my bro n i intended to go swimming but 8 in the morning,i cant wake up.haha.i will go swimming....one day x) teacher ask us to practice some networking skills which we finished in a 15 min time.so we spent out break from 11-12.20 strolling about the school, plus following my crazy frens to find elvin ng.they took photos with him while i waited at a side.haha..
today evening was supposed to be a CLASS gathering.and guess wad?it ended up as a group gathering.the people i asked where either too busy or din wanna come.projects were their reason,well,i have projects as well.its only for a dinner.oh wells.. but it was still fun.six of us-mel ang, mel png, eelaine, li leng, clarissa and me.haha.din eat pizza for dinner in the end.dunno why also.after our dinner, we went lookin for a place to sit down to talk crap together.so we went to White tangerine for desserts.i was too full to stomach any more, so i watched both melissa[s] eat their ice cream with crepe and brownie.it taste pretty good actually.can go there for main course next time.nice place to sit down n chat, as well as watch soccer for those who love it.haha..yay,so happy to see them!=]
the last tue i watched a tv programme called "Three Wishes" it was about how this 2 people helped to fulfil the dreams and wishes of some people.such as holding a party for a girl who had an illness,helping a woman to regain walking again.it was so touching to see them happy and their wishes fulfilled that when i watched it,i actually cried.its so nice to see other people happy,and u will feel happy as well..
today's econs presentation, i felt like i wasnt really there.kind of stuttered..couldn't pronounce my words properly.and so super nervous.group presentations make me ten million times more nervous when im alone! no idea why..its opposite for most people huh? teacher was like shooting questions, and i was jux like stunned there, no idea how to reply, nothing came to my mind..
quite a boring day.went to amk hub with florence and gang to makan.and jux walked about, wandering aimlessly for a few hours till our oral com starts.jp saw this cute handphone keychain which was a small lollipop.haha so cute x)..i din buy it though..
speaking of lollipop, long time nvr eat my fav milky choc n vanilla one alr.cant find it anywhere.shops i go only have the coca-cola non-milky kinds.suddenly today feel like eating peach, cos like super long time since i ate this fruit..
ah, feel like sem exams is coming too quickly.. no time no time..
haven done frontpage, no idea how to do at all.. tried doing just now and screwed.accidentally deleted my picture folders! cant believe i did that.time to redo! =(
oh saw a news on yahoo, Giant Squid Invasion in California! freaky, dunno the sotong can be eaten anot..don think so huh? looks scary anyway..
nowadays almost everyday im writing smth here.when im taking a break not doing anything else..today i saw a little girl in the LRT,and she looked so cute in the kind of bermudas teenagers would wear to the beach! it was kind of oversized too! i think i can wear her berms.lol.which reminds me, i think i can still fit into my primary school pe shorts.haha, no kidding.
doing my stats hwk earlier, and forgot to give my grandma a call! oh mans.getting more and more forgetful each day.i even forgot my guitar frens name, wei xian, wei quan..similar names..confusing me.haha.forgot again today.rmbed only after 5min..but now i know already..wont ever forget who is who! my bro just told me that i forgot to switch on the charger after i connected it to my handphone.hahaha! so funny..
one latest addition to my long list of cravings: which i at the moment cant recall what it is, ok nvm, anyway there's too much food that i wanna eat..[i could still rmb it till i got down from the bus on the way home]
today pom presentation was quite like woah~ it was like we were having a debate in tutorial class or smth.lucky floe and jorge can answer the qns back pretty fast uh.lol.
should i go back for thanksgiving?if no one is going,then what for i go back?anyway,most of them dyed their hair.don think they will be allowed in..we shud jux have a class gathering instead of going to pl church, hanging about..haha=]
jp n des went online to see cakes.wah,make me tempted! haha,anyway,most likely gonna get secret recipe's chocolate banana cake for mum's bday! wahaha.yums.
feel like eating dim sum..my siew mai and hah gao! and tiramisu..*dreams..
new [forced] aim: master the art of cooking sotongs for sotong, lol..
celebrated granny's 66th birthday at a restaurant today.my brother is so lucky to have me.haha! because...
i gave him my bowl of shark fin! i don exactly love it.but its ok to eat..still eatable for me.so i ate a little,and left my bowl which has loads of shark fin to him.lol.didnt eat much either.so full by third dish.somemore without rice.cousins and all sang pretty loud till the entire restaurant knew it was my granny's bday.hah!then had chocolate ice cream cake.but my bro said secret recipe cakes are nicer.ok bro,go get one for my bday.haha.we're prob getting one for mum's bday.. im quite happy.cos i got a super tight hug from her.she don normally hug people u noe.haha.grandma's love..
my young cousin and i was like fighting under the table,i mean our legs.now that she is pri 4,she's the one bullying me!i got kicks from her while eating.and she is learning swimming and sailing now.how amazing.reminds me of rachel.so dark and looking so sporty.both of us were like glaring at each other,haha,after all that kicking under the table.cousins were chanting "fight fight fight".lol.i told them both of us were settling it outside.haha!she's pri4,like how am i suppose to fight her.who knows i might be the one losing somemore!
today wasnt exactly a pleasant day.. not even last night as well,ken got into accident,hope everything is gonna be alright for him..
im pretty shocked at myself today.was actually angry for the first time in nyp.how not to be when someone irritates people when everyone else is doing project and not being serious at the right times.once for fun is funny,the second is fine,but the not the fourth or the even the next few times.floe was getting irritated when all the crap was going on when we were discussing on serious stuff on how to answer the question.patience has its limits.
the fact that someone said i was boasting about the work i had taken time to do at 12pm was not exactly my kind of joke.i admit i took it too hard,but at least it was part of my effort i had taken to help in the project, to make things easier for everyone so we could all go home earlier today to rest.i didnt think i was in the wrong at all,except for the fact that i could have tolerated it for a while, instead of flaring up.but its pretty contradicting at times when u are being blamed for not being serious when being asked about smth or even when doing smth, and yet,they themselves does the same mistake without realizing it themselves, and to think they can still say you.however,i really must apologise for earlier's incident.its just like the whole car rule thing,whoever that bangs the other car is the one at fault.so its the same logic i guess.after all, we still have projects together and have to work together as a team still..
i really value my relationship with my friends,for that reason,i think nothing else matters.even when i feel at times when doing other projects that i was being taken advantage of,but i still prefer to maintain being friends with them yea..
Today's speech was a little little screwed,was pretty nervous due to some things that happened last night that left me feeling quite down.maybe im thinking too much into it.but i still felt quite uncomfortable.okay,have to tell myself once and again to be happy and cheerful.like how people always view me.. i really really really want a holiday out,take a breather..anywhere is fine, jux a break for me.. ignorance is bliss..
hmm.. most of the time,i feel like i have or need to be cheerful and optimistic about everything.no matter what difficulties i face,a side of me reminds myself to stay cheerful.but it can be quite tiring also when u find that u always have to do that.but when realising that the people around u are just as upset or discouraged over smth,i always feel as though i ought to be the cheerful one making them brighten up.two contradicting sides of me,making me quite unsure at times which to be..
at times,i wish some things will never change,like my frens.. most of them now dont really have time to share ur problems with you.even when ure there for them,they might not be there for u.simply because they don have time.. oh wells..
i wanna go on a long holiday,alone would be nice..[ im so dreaming,.]
By the way,why do people blog anyway? My bro says its unhealthy,that people who blog tends to be over emo but i dont really think so.for me,blogging is where i can let my other frens whom i have no time for know the going ons in my life.actually,writing out how i feel do help to make me feel better in a way.it is more of a form of frustration and pouring out my feelings to a space instead of a person.. but somehow,i feel a little restricted to the things i say in a blog.frens and teachers read ur blog,some stuff are jux not possible to be said here.ive to consider whom im talking about and the stuff im saying in case the person sees it.thats the reason why i keep a small diary in the past where i can jux write all my crap for nobody to see..
sometimes blogs even give me the feeling that im invading into people's privacy,lol.like im not suppose to know so much about his feelings and his opinions. people do have different reasons for a blog,like sharing their religious going ons,having a space to rant all they want on their happenings.. i think i still prefer to write in my notebook..
yesterday was like soooo boring.have u any idea wads the feeling like sitting ALONE by yourself waiting for time to pass for FIVE hours.thats emphasizes the meaning of rotting ok.lol.
its all my bro's fault.
i wandered about in school from like 1-3pm.i think maybe i could apply for a security guard's position in nyp.i went to bottom floor to study then sleep and headed to the north canteen where there are more people to entertain myself.haha.at least there are people to see!i thought my bro's lesson ended at three.smsed him when i felt i was gonna help the canteen auntie clear the plates due to boredom ok.at least i was on the verge on doing so.i was almost jealous that she had smth to do!all he replied was "lol"..
then i heard from ks that they were all there playing psp!without me?!!how could they do this.all ks,my bro and ken's fault!oh wells.at least i got past those 5 hours alive.and guitar was like a major disaster.i had no clue wads going on.and my brain was processing reallly slowly.like i so need to practise sight reading at home.so i can read all those "towkay" on the scoresheet smoothly..haha
okay,mr tan wants me to do this!lol. Rules: Each player of the game starts off by writing 6 weird things about themselves before choosing another 6 of their friends to “sabo”. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own, 6 weird things about themselves and state the rules clearly.
1. I can touch my nose with my tongue. 2. You can't make me laugh in the morning,or i'll laugh the entire day. 3. i love plasters esp when i was younger.(no idea why.don ask me.haha.) 4. sometimes i have 2 sides of me-the optimistic n positive & pessimistic n neg(like i don noe which i shud be when i face problems) cant think[continue when i think next time]
Li leng! haha..watch movie!!thanks for helping me with my work!love u loads.=]
